“Oh, she’s really cute for a fat girl”
I used to think that about a girl I had went to highschool with.
And I feel really bad about it. Because she was really beautiful and I never asked her out either because of the weight stigma or because I was just afraid to, but in either case i feel horrible about it. I don’t even know how to apologize for something I just thought about. Something that never left my head and has been chewing away at the back of my brain.
So I’d just like to apologize to that girl (I know she won’t see this, but it would be weird to track her down and just tell her something like this out of the blue) because I shouldn’t have thought of her as “a fat person”, I should have thought of her as a person, and to everyone for my past self being a total asshole.